He ripped off my cloths as I screamed and yelled "NO",
he laid on top of me as I whispered, "please let me go"
scared as hell, shakin like a leaf on a tree,
still tryin to figure out why this is happenin to me.
He put his hand over my mouth as I tried to kick and fight,
not knowing what to do, so I drew blood with a bite.
He put a pillow over my face and pushed down with force,
he entered my love nest, with no kind of remorse.
Crying out for help, I felt so much pain,
knowing from this point on, my life would not be the same.
He's all done now, walking out the room with no shame,
this man took my virginity and didn't even know my n
Okay, so, here we go.
I'm not deleting this account, because for whatever reason, people are telling me not to. So, I'm just not going to be on for a long time until I feel as if I want to upload pictures I feel proud of.
By then, I'll have a new account. And when I do, I'll get back on here and tell you guys. Or not. I don't know yet.
You know how to contact me. See ya.
Date: 7/18/2009
Colorgenics Number: 50261347
You are longing for a little love and tenderness. At present you are feeling very sensitive and need a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. You don't need any further stresses, strains or arguments so take a deep breath and relax.
You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.
You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time w
[TEN things you want to say to TEN different people:]
о1. You used to be one of my closest friends. You pulled me through one of my most abusive relationships with a guy. You showed me how to be myself, and how to just not care about those..people anymore. One night, you promised me you would never...fucking EVER go out with him. You filled ME with guilt about YOU sleeping with him. You know how much he hurt me, what the hell are you doing with him!?
o2. You always told me you loved me. Maybe that's why I became so attached to you. You listened to my problems and I did my best to understand yours. You're older than me, already going